Well chilled at Bread Garden again today... with John and Arnon.... Suppose to have some bowling fellowship thing with SFC but Arnon phoned me and said it was cancelled so we just hooked up there.. it was nice talking to Arnon about our household and SFC stuff.. cause I really miss serving and doing something for this community.... I basically went from meetings almost everyday to 1 meeting every 2 months... that will dry up a person really bad.... I was at John's house today playing the guitar and then we started singing these YFC/SFC songs... I didn't even remember the chords anymore or the words... to Broken the Chains and some other songs..... I was like dang what the heck.....

oh yeah, IT'S OVER!!

Okay my sleeping time just got screwed up again... I slept after work at around 6:30 last night and woke up at around 1:30 in the morning.... ate dinner at around 2:00 in the morning and then watched TV till 3:00.... then I was like tring to sleep but nope... can't sleep..... I think I eventually fell asleep around 4:30 am.... but stupid work.. I had to wake up at 6:30 for work..... So I am up too early now so I have time to blog before work.... I really really hate work.... I wish I could just stay at home and sleep and watch TV the whole day.... I also want to go back to school.... oh yeah I'm also back into this work out routine thing..... so it was kind of cool.... My goal is to lose 40 lbs... so far it's only been 5 lbs.. but it's okay I've only been working out for like 3 days.... 35 lbs to go.... it's easy to lose 5 lbs. though so I'm not really proud of myself yet... cause my weight changes around 5 lbs. almost everyday anyways.. when I reach the 10 lbs.. lost ... then I'll be proud of myself.... but got to go to work now so have fun today everybody...

I watched this movie today....called Traffic... It's a good movie.... It's all about the drug wars between the US and Mexico... IT's pretty good.. it was about 2 hours and 20 minutes long but it was good.. It makes you think just how screwed up the world is right now and how corrupt it is too.. but yeah that's it I'm getting sleepy ... got to wake up early tomorrow...

Oh yeah one more thing, I got this page tonight around 10:30 ish..... while I was at the movie... I couldn't really tell who it was or what it was.. I think it sounds like a little kid saying I love you or something like that.. at least that's what John told me it sounds like... but yeah I'm just babbling I'm getting really sleepy....

I'd recommend the movie "traffic" it's really interesting.... don't watch it late at night though when you have to wake up early in the morning the next day.. watch it when you have nothing to worry about afterwards.... it's a really long, long movie.... I watched it at North Van... I still had to go to Burnaby and then drive all the way to Richmond still.. I got home pretty fast though... Let me see.. the movie ended at around 12:30.... I got home around 1:10 ... that's freakin fast considering I had to all the way back to Burnaby... but yeah just thought I wanted to share to you guys my driving skills.. you know what I'm saying...... I'm just playing

okay I need to blog about this certain topic.. How do you know if a person likes you or not? This is a question which I'm sure people each have their own different idea's and comments... Usually you can tell that a person likes you if you flirt with them and then they flirt back with you right..... or is it... what about if you flirt but then this person doesn't flirt back... does this mean that this person doesn't like you.. not necessarily... maybe this person just isn't comfortable with you yet and even though he/she likes you he/she still doesn't want to show it... Tough question eh..... I know all you cocky people out there will be like.. you just know... do you really?? Nope not exactly.... Eventhough you hear so much stuff from what other people tell you if this person does have feelings for you or not, you still can't be really sure unless if you talk to this person personally right..... I guess to answer my own question... the only time you can really tell if a person likes you or not is to actually ask this person if he/she does...... wow I never realized I would answer my own question..... oh well... cause with my past relationships whenever we'd talk about how we knew if the other person likes us or not, that is always the answer.. eventhough people would tell us that " oh this person likes you...." , " this person for sure likes you " ... I guess that's one of the fun things that you do when you go into a relationship.... The "getting to know each other" stage... yeah you all know what I'm talking about... that is pretty fun... that's when you test your boundary's whether it be physically or mentally.... oh well... I just thought I would blog about this certain topic... okay... well check you guys out later