Monday, November 19, 2001

Okay it's been about a month since I last blogged. Things are kind of different just a tiny bit. SPENDING TOO MUCH FREAKIN MONEY NOW!! I'm having trouble sleeping the past few days. I slept at 6:00 AM the past three days.. I just can't sleep too much stuff on my mind( and it's not about school FREAK!) I need to concentrate on my school now especially since I graduate pretty soon next May. Man this past two week-ends have been different and interesting. Last week-end we went to FUBAR. Ritchie was wasted by the ways. It was cool... (for someone who doesn't like going clubbing it was good) It was nice seeing a lot of people again. I haven't seen those people for a while.. (ie.. the people who don't live in Surrey).. First time in a while that I actually had fun clubbing in Vancouver. I love going clubbing out of town but that was the first time in a while that I had fun clubbing in Vancouver. Crazy people in there.

This week-end was pretty tiring too.. Maybe it's just because I haven't been sleeping properly. Sleep at 6:00 Am.. damn... I'm tired. But I can't sleep.. Not going to school for sure tomorrow or else I gotta wake up in about 4 and half hours. What did we do this week-end. Friday, we just chilled at Gee's house and then we went to BG's.. Hung out with some people.. Then Saturday, I went shopping bought some clothes.. Then waited at Ced's house till it was Randy's party thing.. We ate at this place called (I don't remember) Succezz.. or something like that.... I don't remember.. It was in the corner of Homer and Smithe... around there.. It was pretty cool.. Different setting.. Had me some lambchops.. hmmmmmm.... Then we were suppose to go the Drink with Randy and his buddy's but we got too lazy so we played pool downtown. Some place called Rods or something.... Ryan hooked up and also Fran showed up... It was aights.. NOW THE INTERESTING THING IS!!! It was around 2:30 AM when we stopped playing ... 20 minutes away from my house right????? WRONG!!!! Left my car at Gee's house... and we had to drive emily home in Coquitlam, then Paulo, then Gee, then I had to drive Ced home.. Then I finally got to go home. around 4ish...... Then after all that driving........ You'd think that I was tired and fall straight to sleep... NOPE!! Can't sleep.... Somethings on my mind... Today was going to be my resting day... Nope... Had to pick up Fran to go to a GA for SFC.. If I didn't have to pick her up I bet I would have skipped it.... It was cool though hanging out with them... I had to wake up at 11:30... I know that's not bad.. but I need more sleep...

The funny thing is I don't know what's on my mind. Too much stuff. All I know is that I'm just suppose to be concentrating at School and that's it... No more.... I promised myself that.. I hope so... It also doesn't help that What I'm learning right now is so boring.. Networking Essentials.. READ LINES AFTER LINES AFTER LINES!!! Freakin boring as heck but you know... That is something I have to do... I'm freakin 24 years old still living at home and still being dependent of my parents.. (I"M NOT SURE IF THAT MADE SENSE BUT YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT I MEAN)... Next year for sure, moving out... with or without friends to move out with. I can't believe I'm 24 already... HOLY CRAP!! I have to finish school.... Or else... don't know...

This past birthday was pretty different than the previous.... It really hit me that I'm 24..... and where the heck is my life going to? I was doing a lot of Soul-Searching per-say... A lot of thinking... I'm 24 and I'm always in front of the freakin computer...... I mean I like being in front of the computer... That's my future.. That's my future employment.. . But other than that and some other stuff.. I really don't want to be in front of the computer the whole night... Playing Games, Chatting, Surfing what-ever.. I need to enjoy life more.. I need to SEIZE LIFE!!! you know what I'm saying.... See that's what is wrong with the computer... People doesn't realize it but a simple computer, internet can take over your life.. Why???? cause you can get almost everything you need from the NET. But you know what... it still isn't the same as real life... Let me see would you guys rather be chatting with someone on the Computer or in Person... IN PERSON of course... It just isn't the same.. You gotta go out more.. Do more stuff.. There are so much stuff out there that we haven't done yet.... That is why.... me, and Ced was talking about this last night.... I really had fun this past two week-ends.... Cause we did different stuff than our usuall comfort zone things like BG's ( EVENTHOUGH WE STILL HUNG OUT THERE THOUGH).... or whatever... Can you guys actually believe this.... we actually hung out in Vancouver this past two week-ends what the heck... Hung out with different people... Different crowd.. Which was cool?? We actually got out of our Comfort Zone.. or me especially and did something else... that was fun....

It's too easy to stay at a certain comfort level.. Life won't be exciting.. It will get too boring ... Too whatever.... I was actually talking(e-mailing) to Ami(Ced's cousin) about this. She suggested to get out of the comfort zone.. But I didn't listen... You know what.... AMI your right... Thanks..